This is goodbye. Thank you all for making my experience on here wonderful. You guys have made me so strong over the past 4 months. But I feel like I’ve let you all down for the past few weeks. I feel like I’ve haven’t been there well enough for my friends and for my followers.

To these people (in no order):

Hunter: Thank you so much for being there for me. You are such a wonderful girl and I love you to death. You never failed to make me smile and laugh. I loved our conversations, they were so crazy and hilarious. I’ll miss you, my cat-loving best friend. I’m so so sorry that I wasn’t there enough for you. Please stay strong for me. That’s all I ask from you.

Selly (Long Lost Sistah): I think you are gone, I’m not sure. I’ve looked for your blog everywhere but I hope you come across my blog one day and you’ll find this. Thank you so much for being there for me. I love you so much. You mean the world to me. I’m so sorry for not being there for you. I feel horrible. Stay strong, wherever you are. That’s all I want you to do for me while I’m gone.

Selenita: Thank you for being there for me. You were on my first few friends on here so you were with me from the start. I love you so much and you mean the world to me. Please stay strong for me and for yourself. I’m so sorry for not being there for you. I feel guilty.

Anon Girl: I’ll never forget you sweetheart. You are such a sweet girl with a heart of gold. I’ll be thinking about you everyday and I hope some other anon takes good care of you while I’m gone. Please stay strong for me sweetheart. I have faith in you. I know you can do it.

Izzy: Thank you so much for being an inspiration, not only to me, but too so many others. You are a blessing. Please don’t ever change for anyone except yourself. Keep doing what you are doing, you do a wonderful job at it. Stay strong.

Miley: Thank you so much for being there for me. You’re such an amazing friend and I’m so sorry I wasn’t there enough for you. Every time I see or eat oreos, I’ll think of you and how we always use to obsess over them. I’ll always be your Oreo Queen in your heart. Stay strong for me please.

Selly: Thank you so much for being there for me. You’re such an wonderful friend and I’m so sorry for saying I wouldn’t leave you. But everyone has to leave at some point and this is my time to go. But I’ll never leave your heart, I’ll always be there. Please don’t ever change. Stay strong for me please.

Miranda (Spoon Queen): You were my 2nd and 2nd follower when I first created this blog. Thank you so much for sticking with me from the very beginning. I love you so much. Thank you so much for being there for me and leaving me sweet, long messages that always made me smile. Stay strong.

Selena: Thank you so much for being an inspiration not only to me, but too so many others. I love how you and Mike continue to stay strong no matter how many times you guys feel weak. That shows true strength in a relationship. Please stay strong for me Selena, I know you can do it. I have faith in you. Always remember, there’s more people who love you than hate you. I’m one of those people who love you.

Kady: Thank you so much for being there for me. It means the world to me. You are such a strong girl and I know you can get through anything that gets in your way. Please stay strong for me, that’s all I ask from you. Don’t ever give up and don’t ever stop smiling Kady. I love you so much.

Lovato: Words can’t express how much you mean to me. Thank you so much for being apart of my experience on here. It’s going to be hard to say goodbye to you, but just know that I love you so much. Please stay strong for me while I’m gone. I know you can do it.

Jen: You’re the Taylor to my Selena. I love you so much. Thank you so much for being there for me. You mean the world to me and saying goodbye to you is hard. Please stay strong for me while I’m going. Keep doing what you are doing because you’re amazing at it. Don’t ever give up, I have faith in you.

Swagless: So many great memories with you. You’ll always be Swagless to me even though you do have some swag in you. Thank you so much for being there for me. I hope you didn’t forget what I told you awhile ago because you left your other blog. I mean’t every word that I said. Please stay strong for me.

Jay: If you ever read this, just know that I miss you so much and I wish I got the chance to say goodbye to you. I loved you so much. Thank you for all the memories. I’ll cherish them forever.

And lastly, to my Jared, you know who you are. Thank you making me happy when I felt like the world was ending. Thank you for always being there for me and always putting a smile on my face. I’ll miss you so much and you mean’t the world to me, I hope you know that. I won’t ever forget you. I love you. Without you, there’s no me.

To the rest of my followers: If you are reading this right now, thank you for staying with me. I love you, please don’t ever forget that. I’ll never forget you. You’ll always have a special place in my heart. Please stay strong for me, that’s all I ask from you. I know you can do it. I have faith in you and I believe in you. Always remember how much I loved you and how much you mean’t to me. Don’t ever forget to remind yourself everyday as you look in the mirror how flawless you are. No matter how many time you think you aren’t flawless, you’ll always be flawless in my eyes.

Just knowing that words were enough for all of you literally amazed me. I felt like I needed to do so much more. I felt like my words were helpless.

Remember me and smile, for it’s better to forget than to remember me and cry.

Remember God will never take something away from you without the intention of replacing it with something better.

I’ve always wondered how people would react if I deleted.

Does it bother me? Yes. Will I ever tell you? No.

I like hearing the words “I miss you.”